This has been an experience that I would not wish any mother or family to go through. I know that I was chosen to have this special spirit pass through my life and I will someday have the opportunity to be with him. I also feel that I was not supposed to have lost him at 14 weeks when the bleed happened. Through my experience I will be able to help other mothers who experience a loss. I was lucky enough to have a program called Common Bonds come into my life and ease the pain by giving me "memories" of my angel. I was able to share this experience with my mom who works in a rural hospital and with the help of some amazing people (some who have been through this very situation) has begun to set up this very program in 2 small town hospitals. Before this, mothers went home empty handed and broken hearted and now they will at lest be given some small tokens to remember their sweet angels by. I have been given some comfort in knowing this was not a total loss. I am using it to educate and help others. I hope to someday be able to be more directly involved in helping other families with their losses. I know it will take time to heal from my loss, but when the time comes I will be there for others and I hope that I will be able to give them the comfort they need during these tough situations.
Another year without her.
2 months ago