I am the wife of a wonderful husband and the mother of 4 beautiful children here on earth and a sweet little angel in Heaven. Our lives haven't been easy, but I am so thankful for all of my many life experiences. They have helped me to learn, grow and become the person I am today!
I can't give details, but I feel as if my heart has been crushed again. I can't believe I allowed myself to get into this situation. What was I thinking? I mean who in their right mind would do this? Well I guess I wasn't in my right mind. I am an idiot! Stupid, Stupid me!!! Well I guess we reap what we sow.... right? Why did I even allow myself to be vulnerable? Oh wait, I lost a baby that's how. Worse part is I can't talk to anyone. Hatred is not a strong enough word to describe how I am feeling right now. Please God forgive me and allow me to find peace in my heart to go on. I don't think I have ever needed you more in my life than I do now. I am so sorry! I wish I could take it all back.
As a side note to those who read: No I have not done anything illegal.